acquaintances

There was a man I met yesterday. His lips were thin and his eyes were firm, jaded stones worn from years at work perched in an office chair with a potbelly hanging over the ledge of the worn belt around his waist, from years of coming home with crumbles of blueberry muffin on the left side of his beard, from years of sitting alone in the train when commuting home, kind of thinking about work but also kind of thinking about nothing, about nothing even until the moment he unlocks the door with a click that echoes through the 2am hallway of the empty apartment, thinking about nothing even as he opens a beer in the fridge to lean his arched back into a couch already sunken in for him. That was the man I saw yesterday when I lined up to buy a train ticket.
I looked at him once and he looked at me once and then we looked at each other at the same time and he left for his train and I left for mine. I never got to say a proper good-bye.

poem !

muffled whispers under subdued tones are the nights i remember
fingers entwined and sweaty palms and locking eyes
restless nights of toil from thought, weights of words echoing on pointy shoulders
doubts teeter-tottering and then falling and then dribbling
tracing light lines and weak smiles and dropped gazes until i,
until you,
recall the mornings that i cupped in tiny palms and pointed fingers,
pale rubbings of soft chuckle and clandestine winks with you
you in the picture, pouring leaves and relief and a shower of lukewarm emotions

dribbling down my shoulders and letting my eyes close shut.

drum

Hum hum hum sings the bass of the computer. Tap goes the keyboards and shht goes the pipes and I don't hear insect legs or crying trees or singing mothers but I see nothing but emptiness, dark, black, abyss, while hum hum hum goes the bass of the computer. Whir goes the computer and type type type goes the keyboard and there is nothing but scatters, scatters of writing and papers and pencils and binders and books but look oh look! There are no grounds. There are no beginnings. There is just me, suspended in air, surrounded by words and ideas and expectations and hum hum hum sings the bass of the computer and I open my eyes and I'm back on the uncomfortable chair in the basement with a hum hum humming computer with work and duties, names and labels, life and society.